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I had, earlier, almost posted the most maudlin dribble I have ever written in my life: all about my slowly breaking heart and how he is probably into this amazingly cool Korean bartender and how I just want to curl up in bed and cry. But now I feel silly--because actually, my heart isn't broken. I finally told him how I feel and he was basically incredibly sweet: told me that with his relationship with his long-distance girlfriend going downhill he hasn't been fit to like anyone more than friends,but that he felt really close to me and that he was happy, really happy that I liked him that much. He's already looked up how much tickets are from his native Sweden to the U.S. :)

So...in conclusion, I am a teenage girl. Shock

I miss him, though. I should be looking forward to starting college next week so that the little pangs in my stomach will go away, but to be truthful, I'm not. Because whenever I start to miss him I also start to think of the timbre of his voice, the feeling of his skin against mine, what we did or said or laughed about together. And I can't do that in public because I start to smile at his memory, and I don't want anyone to ask why I'm grinning like the happiest fool on planet earth.

Other news, in brief:

1. I just spent the entire summer in Korea, which is where I met...the subject of this entire post. Korea was amazing in every way.

2. My annoyingly slow-going Bleach fanfic is now at least partly about socialism. lol

3. After apps and APs and god knows everything else, I am fucking going to college. I am going to get an overpriced education! Fuck yeah. Fuck yeah.

Date: 2010-08-16 03:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] loquaciousquark.livejournal.com
Oh girl, this post. <3 so much. And don't worry about the thought of him mixing with thoughts of college; you can totally think about both, no worries! College is going to be amazing, though, I know it. <3

I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WENT TO KOREA

...how is it about socialism, wat. omg. ...i so can't wait to read this

Date: 2010-08-16 04:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-glow-worm.livejournal.com
Well first of all, you have a Leverage icon.

Second! I'm sorry I didn't tell you! I just uh. Had a lot of stuff on my mind and was actually sort of busy with uh. drinking. Korea is sort of a nonstop party, ngl. Which is funny because the trains stop running at freaking midnight so if you're out clubbing you just have to keep on partying until the trains start again, oh no, how awful.

I am soooooooo looking forward to college :D

Okay, um. Well basically, not to give away anything or anything, because it's sort of meant to be obvious from the first, but Unohana is actually sort of an underground democratic activist in the Rukongai in her spare time, who at least partially works to undermine the power structure of the Seireitai and the Gotei 13.

Yeah. I want to finish this fic if only for that, but it's so long and I still am not sure where I'm going.

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